i'm 30
i'm a girl
i have pcos
i have a rod in my spine
i'm a neurotic
the purpose;
get no pcos
stay forever young
reclaim some sanity
get a great ass
current weight - NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
goal weight - a hot ass weight
so i made this tonight Local Forage: RECIPE: Coconut Milk Custard the custard pic looks custardy and delicious. it's not. it's a lie. the recipe results in a big brown soggy sweet hunk of egg that broke my heart right after it broke my tastebuds. and i was sad. that didn't stop the dogs from prancing around my feet hoping i'd drop the plate. they're weird, those dogs. they eat whatever i give them from cheese to fruit to veggies and wag for more
which they get. they're spoiled. or maybe i'm just buying a continuation of their love
i'm hoping this keeps me on track, i've been off and on the wagon lately. stress makes me want comfort foods, comfort foods ain't healthy foods, etc
it's a mental thing. and i have a lot of stress.
it's nice to accomplish things when you've spent your formative years being crippled and crazy. in a short amount of time my pitiful girl pushups became less pitiful, i can move an inch lower. my right leg can step me up and squat me on a chair (my left is somehow, very strangely, weaker. i use them equally, i do not understand)
so, breakfast was comfort foods. bad.
dinner was cheesy cauliflower and deviled eggs i made with YOGURT i made because i'm AMAZING. yeah that was a bad taste idea, never again. and truvia lemonade. followed by that abomination that did not look like the picture
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